So long, my dear friends. It has been awhile since i last wrote.
I know it’s a bit late to flash back on ’10 now as we are almost in the mid of Feb ’11 but all i can say is everything is moving so fast that i didn’t even have time to breathe, let alone to ponder. All in all, it was a great year for me, a year full of new challenges, a year full of exciting experience which provides me a chance to leave my footsteps in places i have never been before and a year full of love and joy. I am forever grateful for everything that i have.
I started my 2011 with a big bang- first came the pleasant surprise when i found i was pregnant at week 6 in Jan which i had never expect. The euphoria manage to last for 3 weeks before the bad news came and we were forced to come to terms with it and got over it. It didn’t even give us a chance to wait till the euphoria wears off, but it just came and gone, like a passerby…That was a sad week for us all. Upon waking up each morning i would move from my bed to the couch and sleep on and off throughout the day due to the pain medication. Hence this CNY was a much quieter one compared to the previous years.
I have once came across a metaphor in a book which describes that a man’s life is all a matter of mountains and caves- mountains we must climb, caves where we hide when we can’t face our mountains. Very well said indeed. I hide myself and wept quietly under the safe shelter and now i know it is time to move on. 2011 has just begun, how can i be defeated so soon?
I am coming home…coming home…..let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday and this time i am sure i will be stronger than before.
I just gotta have faith and surrender everything in Your hand coz i can’t do it on my own, here is the note to God which took the words right outta my mind…
May you too, find the peace you needed in Him.
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from youGrant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we’re on
Nothing has ever gone wrong, except trials and tribulations, unquestioned.
Wishing you wellness, sdovelly. God bless.
I’m so sorry to hear your loss, my dear. I’m sure things will be better and God always have something better for us…
I’m sorry to read about your loss. May you find the strength and courage that you are seeking. Take care.
Thanks all, **hugzzzz***